Monday, July 28, 2014

Going in Circles

Ever feel like you are walking in circles? Spiritually, I mean? Seeing and experiencing the same thing over and over again can make one go insane. Know the definition of insanity? Doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result. But, as I faced the deadful task of mowing our lawn with a push mower, (we have 1 acre lot and no rider right now) God gave a slightly different view on going in circles.

Lately, as most of you have witnessed through my writing or daily life, I've been going through the same situations and heartache over and over again.  Same hope, same outcome. I began mowing with the intent of praying and thanking God for all that He HAS given me, it's a lot guys! It's amazing how your mindset changes when you change perspectives. I went around the yard and chose a path that would have me go in circles so that I may chop up the remaining clippings.  As I was going in circles, and praying, I began to get tired, weary and wondering if I am even making a dent!  I began thinking of the other neighbors with riding lawn mowers or a smaller yard. "I wish I had their set up" I said under my breath. God quickly, yet gently, said in response to that "dont be envious of what others have, instead be thankful for the tools I have provided you."  

"God, thank you for this push mower."

I was sweating,(much needed for sure after snacking on BBQ chips earlier...don't ask..haha) it was hard and parts of it were really messy but I was determined to finish because if I waited any longer it would be even harder to finish. Higher Grass = more work. So I kept going, praying through as I was seeing the same path over and over again, circle after circle.  Trying to keep my eyes on my yard and not others. 

Just like this scenario, we don't always see the finished product when we are in the midst of our journey. We may have to experience the same trails over and over again, because that is the path we are on. God has each of us on a different path for different reason but with the same end goal.  Some may be on a shorter path and others a longer path, but in the end if you keep going, pushing though those trials and thanking God for the blessings you have, you will get to where God has lead you. And all the pain and messiness will be worth it because you look back over your work and you see Gods beauty in every step. 

In the end as I mowed over the last strip I saw a beautifully cut grass and I got a great work out! Time to rest until I'm at it again in a few days! 

God bless and keep praying through! 

James 1:12
Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life, which [the Lord] has promised to those who love Him.

Romans 12:12
rejoicing in hope, persevering in tribulation, devoted to prayer,

James 1:2
Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials,

Philippians 4:6-7
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.


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